The Incurable Flirt – thanks to Aubrey for thinking up the alias.. seeing as how she’s so much more creatively-inclined than me!
So yes, Aubrey sums it up on her end. On my end.. well, the best way to explain my current situation is that phrase that I’m a “kid in a candy store”, and I sure do LOVE candy!
I just see options everywhere. I’ve currently got something really great going with a Particular Guy who is coming from the same position I am: we’re both not looking for a romantic relationship and we just want hot, animalistic sex. There. I SAID IT! And let me tell you, it is hot AND animalistic! Unfortunately, I am awaiting to get screened for STD’s before our next encounter.. or at least, that’s the goal since I did have a couple of encounters with The Friend in between my escapades with Particular Guy (Yes, his name shall be Particular Guy until I think of something better).
The Friend and I seem to have a mutual understanding that we’re cool as friends and to hang out and to once in awhile get down when the mood is right. However, I might attempt to end the ‘get down’ portion of it, since I want to focus my sexual energy on Particular Guy. The Friend is such a sweetheart in bed and he kisses my neck so softly and sweetly… and he’s got such soft kissable lips. But.. I’m honestly looking for ANIMAL, which Particular Guy does oh-so-well!
Let me say, I’d rather have one partner that I can be comfortable with and explore all kinds of crazy kink with, rather than be with more than one and have more STD worry. The way I see it, the fewer the partners, the less risk. I’ve been clean for all my 20-something years, and I would like to stay that way!
Then there’s a 3rd guy.. oh wow we’re going to just dive right into it in my first “post” aren’t we? 3rd guy, 3rd guy, 3rd guy.. well, after feeling comfortable about the other two in knowing EXACTLY what’s going on.. 3rd guy is a mystery. We’ll just call him Mysterioso. It’s like, What the fuck do you want, Mysterioso? I just can’t figure out if he’s just looking for another bed partner. If he is, that’s too bad because I’m not looking to ho it up anytime soon. He makes me kind of nervous and throws me off balance with his constant flirting. He isn’t someone I’m looking to date, but I do enjoy hanging out with him. I just don’t know what to do about him, not yet, anyway.
In my perfect world, I would continue seeing Particular Guy and find a hot girl for us to enjoy together. However, I do know that something such as that has the potential to ruin things.. you know, if someone starts liking one of the two more, then jealousy bullshit might ensue. Particular guy and I have amazing sexual chemistry! I just can’t get enough of him. If I had my way, I’d be making my visits 3 or 4 times a week for some of that!
All’s I knows is that I’m just like a kid in a candy store. I’m having the time of my life right now and it’s fucking awesome.
-TIF.
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